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Connecting the Dots
01:56
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Hard to Swallow
04:32
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Sometimes I wonder just what sort of spell I'm under
That makes me think I need a lyrical persona
Is it that I'm a writer and think I need to embellish
All the boring little details
Granting that wish
Breathing more excitement into my life
By creating these tales filled with danger
Having been abandoned by my father
When I was such a little child
Raised by my mother for my first seven years
Life wasn't always perfect, won't say I never shed any tears
But I always had all I really needed
Never went to bed hungry, always felt appreciated
Just playing the games with kids with forgotten names
Never really knowing just what to expect next
But this isn't a song about my forgotten childhood
This is about all of my lost memories...
This is not at all
How I saw myself
When I was growing up
Suffocating in mirrors
Locked away
No more will they play
They're all just broken reels
Of abandoned films
Fixated on trying to repair my broken past
Trying to make those future dreams stabilize at last
Looking through the stars to find out clues about who I am
All the boring little details
Zooming into greater view
Unshrouding the mystery of who I used to be
Focusing my research on the tales I used to weave
Craving the blood of another human body
Fantasy fulfilled my every need
Lost my mind when I finally turned 19
Lashed out at my family, forgot who I was meant to be
Lost all of the essence of the one I needed
Cried myself to sleep, every single day my heart growing more weak
Erasing my own memories, leaving out the forgotten names
Never really knowing just what to expect next
But this isn't a song about all of my mistakes
This is all about how I lost everything...
Realized I'm to blame
For every single fucked up game
That I used to play when I was growing up
Never thought it would end like this
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The Truth in Sincerity
01:53
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Forever Alone
04:26
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Here we are again
Another sleepless night
sitting in my room
While you just fight
I can't take this
While you rape this
Why don't you break this
Now
Left me alone
Expecting me home
Left me alone
Expecting me home
(Why) aren't you there?
(why) don't you care?
(why)'d you let me go?
(why) won't you know?
Everything you do
Comes around to me
Everything i hear
Got it through my fears
It's all over
Where's my shoulder
To cry on
Now...
Left me alone
Free on my own
Left me alone
Alone I roam...
(Why) aren't you there?
(why) don't you care?
(why)'d you let me go?
(why) won't you know?
Left me alone
Don't leave me here
Don't leave me now
Please stay with me...
(Why) aren't you there?
(why) don't you care?
(why)'d you let me go?
(why) won't you know?
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Misplaced
03:41
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I am faceless in the presence of society
In this modern world there is no place for me
All these emotions wreak havoc on my soul
I'm weak and weary and cannot accept my faults
Take me back, mother earth
Tonight I will renounce my birth
Leave this body that is mine
A useless shell raped by time
I just want to fade away
Leaving this world a hollow memory
There is no place for those like me
Seeing past this false reality
The river of life released from my veins
To paint this world as psychotic as society
Granades in hand and knives in flesh
Tonight I give this world my best
Take me back, mother earth
Tonight I will unbind this curse
Free this soul that is mine
Discard this shell raped by time
I just want to fade away
Leaving this world a hollow memory
There is no place for those like me
Seeing past this false reality
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Anathema Black Portland, Oregon
Anathema Black is the creative outlet of one musician from Portland, Oregon. Initially formed as a "Blackened Death Grind" solo project back in 2007, it has mellowed and evolved into a several genre spanning project.
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